you're something that's worth treasuring;

2009-05-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hiii you people, relink me!

K no dont relink! I'm using LJ too! Im gonna blog also lah, I not so mean abandon Blogger ^^

www.copyrightlah.livejournal.com

2009-05-18T09:12:00.002+08:00

'Every choice you make is correct, because in love, there is no right or wrong.'

'I had made a decision: I will be the one to sacrifice myself for her. I will die for her. I will risk my life to protect hers. "I promise I'd risk everything within my power to protect you ." "You cannot read my mind, you cannot read my heart, but I'm sure you can read the truth in my promise." "I promise."

Most people think i am foolish: to die for a girl whom i have known for less than a year. But, time is not the driving force to true love. The joy within the relationship is mroe important. A couple may know each other for over 10 years, but they could still break up due to a minor disagreement.

I have no idea why I am willing to suffer such an unthinkable fate. I have never thought of dying, however hard life was for me. I even dream of becoming a fireman in future. I want to be just like my Pa, to touch the lives of people. I fantasised about being that kind of hero.

But now... my dreams are all shattered'

2009-05-16T12:34:00.003+08:00

Hiiii, yesterday in school, clique was damnnnnn bored so we started playing with our dear Mr Visualizer! Hahah k lah i got nothing to blog about alreadyyyy. My June holidays all taken by NP already ): only a few days free but I think the few days got CPA remedialllll. Tskkk.

Kkk byebyebye.

2009-05-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

I dreamt about my dog, dreamt that it came home, that dream felt so damn real. How I wish it was real. It's been a long time since I've cried so badly. I miss my dog so damn fucking badly ):

Will you just come back home already? It's not fun playing hide&seek with you anymore, game's over, come back now. April fool's over, come back now. Please? You're never coming back, aren't you? Sigh :/ T said they'll buy a dog for me, thanks, but it's okay. Cuz no other dog can replace that 3 years of bond that I had with my dog.

Haiz, so many things has been happening, so stress, so damn stress. I cannot take it any longer ): someone catch me, if I fall. Cause I'm going to fall soon. I'm going to trip over some big rock soon. Ohman. Sigh.

2009-05-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

What about us, what about us? You, yes you, I'm asking you, what about us? Are we no longer part of you anymore? It's always them, them, them. But last time it was always all about us. What about now? Tell me. Fuck you.

So much for all those damn memories.

This shit load of crap is too much. I'm going to break down sooner or later.

I'm going to die sooner or later. This world sucks, so much, so much.

Thanks you, for adding more crap into my damn life. THANK YOU.

Piece of shit.

2009-05-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

Stupid Swine flu. You bloody swine >:(

Stupid. See lahhhh! Camps next week are postponed.

Are you happy noww!!! Stupid >:(

FUCKER.

Had Physics test today. So gonna fail it. Dont know what _'s talking about zzz.

Tomorrow's Math, I think can pass (:

Math is tested on:

Tesselation
Symmetry
Transformation

All draw here draw there one. I think can, I think. Heh. Okay, I go liao, byebye. But still, STUPID PIGS.

2009-05-03T18:51:00.002+08:00

Hiii, lazy to blog, sorry HAHA.

SOP II PICTURES

2009-04-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

(10:56 PM) Lose yourself in:Yes, screw global warming

eh you never invite to your blog alr

(10:56 PM) Wake up and make:hahai got what

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(10:59 PM) Wake up and make:goot girlzx dontzx liezx

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seriouslyzx cannotzx justzx nowzx lehzx

(10:59 PM) Wake up and make:got larzx

aiyazx

(10:59 PM) Lose yourself in:i gootzx girlzx whatzx

neverzx lieszx

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(10:59 PM)Wake up and make:yourzx larzx

walao eh,seriously,stop it

very gross

(11:00 PM) Lose yourself in:yourzx lohszx

(11:00 PM) Wake up and make:haha

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(11:00 PM) Wake up and make:HAHAGO POST THIS UP

SO GROSS

(11:00 PM) Lose yourself in:HAHAok!

(11:00 PM) Wake up and make:hao er zin ah

*xin

(11:00 PM) Lose yourself in:ni lohzx

(11:00 PM) Wake up and make:ni lah

(11:00 PM) Lose yourself in:ni ah?

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(11:01 PM) Lose yourself in:bu yaozx loheh stop it

my cheena sucks

HAHA, stupid Vivian Heng. She started the cheena+twit thing first.

Cheena + twit = Cheenwit!

Omg. That's weird. K nvm.

HAHAHA. Im damn bored. That's why I bothered to post it HAHA, not just because

she told me to HAHAHA.

2009-04-22T20:19:00.005+08:00

*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS*

SEAN SMITH IS SO DAMN DAMN DAMN HOTTTTTTTTT!

*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS*

Okay, so today HAHAHA.

During break, Esmer and me went to Cafe to buy burger.

Then Esmer took her burger right, she wanted to put mayo sauce but too little,

then cannot come out. So she opened the cap and put lah, then she didnt close

properly, then after that Jaaziel bought burger also, then wanted to put mayo also.

Then the mayo also cannot come out, so she like swing even harder, then the mayo cap dropped on her burger. HAHAHA. OMG SERIOUSLY IT'S DAMN FUNNY.

No offence uh.

THEN THEN, when we went down to canteen, Esmer and me were buying hor fun.

Then Wanleng borrowed a few cents from Esmer. So after we buy, we went to the table and sit lah. Then after awhile, Wanleng came to pass Esmer the coins, but I think she dropped it or something, then the ten cent coin bounced on the table and landed on Esmer's hor fun.

HAHAHAHAH OMG SERIOUSLY UH.

Then Wanleng was like talking halfway, then like suddenly she stopped and covered her mouth

then she opened her eye damn big. HAHAHA IT WAS DAMN FUNNY OKAY.

Okay, so that's it for the Joke of the Day HAHA.

Muster Parade and Campcraft after that, tomorrow!

BYE

2009-04-21T20:04:00.002+08:00

Rah.

Have you ever realized that whenever you hate someone,

that person will keep on appearing right infront of you.

And when the person that you dont hate, doesnt even appear.

Why like that. It'll just make you hate that person even more.

Im not going to walk around that area so often anymore, less i see her.

2009-04-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

Mark McGrath :D

CHACE IS STILL THE BEST.

He's my man, go away.

Hahahaha okay, S Factor is damn gross. ALL DAMN UGLY K.

There's this woman that thinks she's pretty but she's not, and the other girls dont like her.

Then she said 'My friend told me being one of the better looking girl, everyone hates you'

HAHAHAHA OMG.

Now some girl said 'Westling in the poo'

When it's supposed to be 'Wrestling in the pool'

HAHAHAH OMG, okay stop.

Omg damn hot this few days leh. Last night at 1am, I tried to sleep but couldnt ):

Then I only fell asleep an hour later at like 2am plus TSKKKKKKK.

Damn irritating. I tossed and turned then almost fell off the bed HAHA.

Okay, there's no water supply tomorrow.

I wonder if the sinks has water :/ wait shit and pee all that then no water, HOW?!

HAHAHAHA. okay.

Got to bring loads of stuffs tomorrow :(

Things to bring:

- Bring full u

- Canned foods

- Magazines and newspapers for scrapbook comp

TSKKKKKKK. Sounds very little but its alot k.

Okay, BYEBYE!

2009-04-11T21:24:00.005+08:00

THIS IS CALLED TRASHING MY HOUSE K!!! (Guitar Hero)

TKY!

MY TAN LINEEEEEEEE!

DAMN NICE RIGHT, I KNOW.
I went to wildwildwet today (:
OH MY TIAAAAAN. THEY HAD GUITAR HERO COMPETITION THERE K.
After wildwildwetting went to Tampines 1, the new shopping mall at tampines (duh)
THENTHENTHEN OMG alot of things there k.
I went to UniQlo, i bought 228 bucks worth of clothes. My mum pay one :P
Then I bought this yellow jacket. Got no green :(
The green there all not nice one!!!!!!!
Okay, then yeah went home. Omg, i'm damn tired but i'm not sleeping yet cos
gonna webcam with someone (: byebye.

2009-04-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hii, this is for someone.. That only GLWT knows.

As I look into the stars, wondering how far away they are.

I suddenly realise that none of it matters, that it doesn’t matter how far away they are.

No matter how far they may seem, you’re still so close to me.

No matter how hard they might be to reach, it feels like I can still reach you.

Even though I can’t touch them, it seems you can still touch me.

I used to think that without you, I was so lost and weak.

But then I came to realise, that I wasn’t without you.

Even though I couldn’t physically see or talk to you anymore, you weren’t gone.

You will always be a part of my life.

You will always hold a big part of my heart.

You will never be far away when I need you.

I will always be able to talk to you, and tell you my problems.

You may not be able to give me a verbal answer to any of my questions.

But it still feels like you somehow get the answers to me.

I will always love you.

I will always miss you.

And I will always need you in my heart.

I thought that day was the end of my happiness, but I think you’ve helped me through.

G, how? Ever since she became ....

Then, I couldnt talk to her like how we used to anymore :/

Haiz, idk idk idk. I dont know what to do now.

But I really miss her.

2009-03-26T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hiiii, I wasnt in a good mood today, before training but
during training, people cheered me up (: Tyty.
And sorry to Pramila, Dawn and Siveeta :P
Cos I kinda dao-ed them just now cos was quite yeah.
Anyway, it's Sports Day tomorrow, omg? DAMN EXCITED KAY.
Clique outing to Sentosa too! Sunday going Wild Wild Wet (:
18April I'm going to play Paintballs at Yishun there :D

K Bye.

2009-03-23T20:54:00.006+08:00

Sing like no one's listening, Love like you've never been hurt before, Live like there's no tomorrow.

Lolll, hii (:

It's start of term 2, yay?

Zzz, school sucked today luh kay.

Wait, morning was quite fun going high and stuffs but,

in the afternoon? ...... deadddd like tsk.

K, nevermind. I shan't think of it anymore :/

Whatever, I've got nothing to blog about but I just

felt like blogging. But there's really nothing to blog about :/

K nevermind. Bye.

2009-03-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

ROARRRRRRRR, sorry, just some random picture :DDD
I'm damn zzz k.
Term 2 timetable shucks balls.
Tuesday first period self rev then second period break, want us die uh.
Then Thursday first period is break OMGGGGGGGGGG!
Pleasepleaseplease change the timetable -.-
Kk byebyebye.

2009-03-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

YOU DONT LIKE MY BLOG SONG MEANS YOU GOT NO TASTE IN MUSIC!!!

*APPLIES TO SOME PEOPLE ONLY.

2009-03-19T12:42:00.001+08:00

Nice right the trolley :D

2009-03-18T23:06:00.013+08:00

HAHA, Hiii!

This morning, was supposed to go for sports day comm meeting at 1030

but I woke up late heh. So I reached about 11 plus?

Yep. Lucky I wasn't the latest (: (: (:

Then meeting-ed till 1 or 2 plus. Then helped Eleanor in the family race,

after that Serene followed me home to take straws for (idk if i can say).

Then I took cab to school, picked Eleanor, Wen Hui and Deborah up and went

to AMK Hub to buy stuffs for the bbq! We bought like super alot of things okay.

We took a trolley, and we buy until cannot put anymore stuffs cos it'll fall off

and there was a basket underneath the trolley also hahaha.

The receipt was like super long, gonna get the pics soon :D

Then after that, we went to eat our late 'lunch'. At about 4 plus 5, went to buy Old Chang Kee.

All of us were like super hungry okay. Then took bus to Eleanor's house, chilled awhile,

Serene, Kiahwee and I went to the pool! I was literally melting I tell you!

Then I wore fbts, so i went to walk in the pool :D the 0.5m one.

Then Serene gehkiang lah! She go sit near the fountain there then she wearing berms,

her phone slipped out of her pocket and dropped into the water LOL.

Yeah then went back to Eleanor's then ate maggi and watched Quarantine.

After that went to the bbq pit. Debbie came, Mr Lee and Ms Ng also came.

Then yeah. Everyone went high and stuffs. One by one everyone started leaving

then left alot of food. So we played Chucky! Who lose must eat what Mr Lee puts on a plate.

Then Serene and Eleanor ate the most! Alicia, Mr Lee and I didn't lose so we dint have to eat!

HEE. Okay yeah, that's about it. Then Mr Lee stays near me so we took cab together haha.

Kkk go look and the pictures and laugh! BYEBYE.

Moremoremore food Debbie!

Playing Chucky, look at that poor Serene HAHA.

GUESS WHO HAHAA RETARDED.

Mr Lee! HAHA.

Unglam ah Davina!

Wen hui, dancing to the song LOL.

2009-03-17T19:26:00.003+08:00

[35] Glynnis Gleetheree says:
HAHHAHHAHA WTSHIT DAMN FUNNY OMG
I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view says:
HAHAHA
[35] Glynnis Gleetheree says:
Maybe at the hips there I should tatto a picture of my kidney
HAHAHa
I'm looking at you, and my heart loves the view says:
LOL OMG

Dear Clarissa,
I ____ you.
You have (a) nice ______. You make me _______.
You should _______. Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Oh and I am __________ (going/not going) to post this in my blog / Lj and see what you write about me.

Do this do this, on your blog/lj for me! And tell me if you've done it :D:D

PS, I got this from tasmin's blog hahaha

2009-03-16T21:31:00.004+08:00

Hiii, someone keep pestering me to blog )':
Kkk, Saturday went to IT Fair at Suntec, bought alotttt of stuffs heh.
Then after that went to Marina, bought more stuffs~ Then went home,
blahblahblah.
Sorry, I'm damn lazy now cos i just woke up.
Ohohoh, last Friday, or last last Friday, super funny k.
Tammy keep talking about DinoMaid. HAHAHA.
Inside jokes (:
Then today, had F&N learning journey with 3D3's F&N people.
Went Science Centre, had theory, did some experiments,
after that, went to dabao macs for lunch and ate on the bus on the way to school.
Reached school, saw some people but didnt see _. TSK eh!
Went, Home Econs room to make Apple Struddle (:
Played with flour and stuffs HAHA. Damn funny.
My ear got flour eh tsk.
Come, let the pictures do the talking.

Okay, lazy to post pictures already HAHA.

2009-03-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

HIIIIII.

Aiyah sorry, I'm very tired and lazy nowadays to blog and

even use the com.

Now you know how tired I am ):

Someone passed me STML! I cant remember things nowadays.

SEE LAH. Therefore, I can't remember what I did the past few days.

I only remember sports heats. I'm so glad it didn't rain pls!

Thenthenthen, had class race on thursday's heats.

Damn funny I tell you. Most of them play cheat ):

Yeah k. I cant remember anything else. Today sucked except for inline skating

and classes before that, cos we dint have any lessons, no teachers :D:D

What we did in class was a secret (:

And, there are pictures to be posted, but I'm lazy, TOO BAD.

Okay omg I'm falling asleep.

Today's np session sucked. Literally.

Yeah, whatever. I'm tired and sleepy.

Im going to bed soon.

PS: GB girls, good luck for drill comp tomorrow! All the best.

trust me.

2009-03-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hi, ily<3

270209 ROAR.

2009-03-01T21:26:00.006+08:00

Hiiii, went for the leadership workshop yesterday :D laughed like alot sia.

The workshop was from 830 - 430 but we went off early haha.

And yeah, i forgot to bring my form again, got a prob with that HAHA.

Saw _ (:

Then after the workshop went canteen then went toilet

then cabbed home~

Reach home already, changed, mrt-ed to Hard Rock Cafe at orchard

with mum and second bro. The food was damn nice. Especially the

drink i ordered :D LEMON DROP! Inside the drink they added

Vodka Citrus (:(: damn nice i tell you, one whole glass of it.

After that went to Borders then my face was like super red (like Claire's!)

Then I bought like super lots of books, this are the books i bought,

He's just not that inside you, Confessions of a shopaholic, Perfect match, and Slumdog millionaire. LOL. Okay, I think Perfect match is gonna be a nice nice book.

But im currently reading Cut hahaha.

OKAY, then today stayed at home the whole day, except for lunch lah.

Dinner my grand dad bought and i went down to buy cereals and chocolates!

Then now blogging. Someone just had heart to heart with her mummy eh xD

Me took this :D

Dont know who wrote this. haha

North pole! Internal joke :D

Power rangers!

Instructor say we good worzx!

cool worzx :)

I asked her to shh then she did that.

Wx took this i think.

wx again i think.

Activity :)

Unglam eh wx.

another unglam eh!

North pole again!

Unit outing at hort park, lazy to upload the rest.

I luvluv you <3

2009-02-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

What if we're thinking about diff things?
What if you like another person?

2009-02-24T19:35:00.001+08:00

The truth is you don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow.
Life's a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed.

2009-02-24T17:18:00.004+08:00

Hiiii, Maggi clique's at my house now, playing GTWH on my PS3.
HAHHAHAHA.
They are like screaming, shouting, yelling, laughing like some freak LOL.
Now they're talking about Myopia while playing.
Trisha's on drum, Tammy's on guitar, Siti's on Bass.
Samantha's reading the papers, and me blogging :D

HAHAHA, THEY'RE LIKE LAUGHING LIKE SHITZ AGAIN.
Okay nvm.
Todaaay, in school, very bored sia.
I'm waiting for Sayang to go back home. Roarrr.
K anyway,
stupid laaah, phone kena confiscated then I got nobody to message now ):
Anyway, tomorrow got sports day comm meeting, bleh.
Then thurs there's sports heats.
Friday, going Hort Park to welcome the sec 1s.
My batch sec 1 that time also no welcome party, lehhh. xD
Kkk gtg now.
HAHAH TRISHA'S DYING ON DRUMS. :D

2009-02-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

Oh my , i have t share this awesomely funny convo :

Tasmin : Eh Sheena , you got pad .

Sheena : Ya .Tasmin: What brand ?

Sheena : Hamster .

Tasmin : Huh ? The brand is Hamster ?

Sheena : Ya , its brown colour one .(She thought i was talking about PET not PAD )

2nd person i asked , Nicolette , she was beside Sheena .

Tasmin : Nic , you got pad ?

Nicolette : Ya , fish .

Hahahha , i kept laughing the whole cafe was looking . After school , went to Novena with Clarissa , Kaiying and Amirah .For clarissa sports comm tee .Damn awesome !:)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA KOPED FROM TASMIN'S LJ. DAMN FUNNY.

Then right, after settling the sports comm thing, went to BK to eat.

Then there's this ahma, she was fighting(verbally) with a man.

Then say say say say say uh, while walking off,

She said: Fuck your mother lah.

LOL OMG I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING K.

HAHAHA okay. sorry. Im kinda high today. HAHAHAH.

OMG. Okay lah, sorry.

_'s phone got confiscated, ROAR!~!

And I'm jealous cos of _ xD

BYEBYE

2009-02-19T18:31:00.016+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking first!

2009-02-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

All along I thought I could've trusted you.

I thought you could've been there for me when no one bothers.

Well, all those thoughts, are gone. Once, and for all.

You broke the trust that I've all along had in you.

Even if I didn't tell you not to tell anyone, it was fucking common sense.

You backstabbed me.

And that scar will always remain there, and forever.

Why do I always get backstabbed by people when I didn't do anything wrong?

Why do I always meet such people?

People that are two faced, people that are backstabbers.

People that are irritating and people that are always trying to get attention.

This kind of people sucks, alot.

And you know what? I'm gonna fail maths, science and MT.

No, it's not that I don't want to study.

I just don't understand.

Maths, I can understand a few stuffs.

But as for Science, it's just.. boring. No, not boring.

But T doesn't teach well.

And MT? That's a confirm fail subject (:

Anyway. I need to study. If I retain next year, I'll go bonkers.

Might even jump off the building lol?

K, bye.

Bet we'd look good together (:

But it's okay, you've got _ that can make you happy.

2009-02-15T21:21:00.004+08:00

Take risks: If you win, you will be happy. If you lose, you will be wise.

Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

Hii, i'm feeling better today.

People, please dont come kpo ask me things about yesterday's post.

Other than my dog, I wont say anything else.

Anyway, went to have lunch at some restaurant with my mum and her boss and other colleagues. It was super cold there can. Was messaging sayang then I couldnt type

properly and I wanted to laugh cos the feeling is damn ticklish.

So anyway, after lunch went to Novena and met Deborah and Wenhui

to go see the supplier for sports comm shirt.

Yeah, so we got the details and stuffs so yeah.

After that went to buy my watch :D

kkk.

Then homed, used laptop awhile, bathe then now blogging.

Yep.

And theres so many things that I want you to know.

I wont give up till its over. If it takes you forever, I want you know,

that if you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground.

If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through.

Tell me you wont give up cos I'm waiting for you.

If you fall you know I'll be there for you.

2009-02-14T22:04:00.004+08:00

Reflection for the first 2 months of '09.

'09, sucks. For now.

Good things happened, bad things happened too.

Some totally heartbreaking and whatever.

You.

My dog.

Unit.

Friends.

It's all happening way too fast.

You. I dont want it to be weird for us both.

So I shan't say anything else incase I make things worse

and eventually we drift.

Just take it as I didn't say anything. I know, its hard.

It's hard for me too. But I'm trying.

But no matter what, it all boils down to this, ily<3

But I'm not giving up yet though.

My dog. I know you cant read -.- but i miss you so badly.

Screw him for doing this. I still cant get over the fact that you aren't

playing with me now. I'll do anything to get you back.

I feel so weird at home now, I dont even want to go home and see an empty cage.

It's so quiet. I've got no one to play with.

But no dog can ever replace the 3 years of memories.

I want you home )':

I cried so many times. I'm crying now too. Will you please come back?

I prayed and prayed. But it doesnt work.

But I'm not giving up. I'll still be praying every night till you come home.

Ily.

Unit. This is disappointing. But I wont say much here.

2009-02-14T20:50:00.007+08:00

Dawn Chiam xD

9 years 1 month 14 days <3

Idiot~

B&P

3E1

Oops, forgot self timer xD

Some random pic i found.

Be glad im posting my own unglams.

Hii, Happy Vday.

Im so deadddd.

Dead for this too.

Man, I feel so jealous now :(

I don't like this feeling, ohman, God pleaseeee help me, gah.

I wanted today to be a special daaaaay, but it failed.

Gah.

K, nevermind about that.

Happy Valentine's Day anyway people.

Friday, didnt do much. Only studied CPA.

Live lesson, Ms Ong was telling interesting stories, Maths and English, Ms Gan and Mr Tang

didn't come so we were cam-whoring.

Kkk I dont feel like blogging.

Bye world.

2009-02-11T21:07:00.012+08:00

My hair looks weird >;\

Dry shoot!

'38 + Mr Lee <3

Tammy Tan Qi Ying ~

MINI V'DAY PARTY IN CLASS.

"Love is just like a constipated man, they just don't give a shit."

LOL, just heard that on the radio.

Hiiii, I'm feeling much better, thanks peeps that cheered me up (:

Esp Sayang and Tasmin <3.

Sayang went off to study, leaving me here alone, ROAR.

Heh.

ANYWAY.

During English period, Mr Tang didn't come so we had a mini

v'day party in class (:

Class comms/monitresses bought v'day gifts for us, aww.

Yeah, it was tidbits lah, but nice eh!

So yeah, we had left overs.

So we were playing games to get the left overs.

HAHAHA.

They play cheat one, I raise up first then they never give me.

Blehzxs.

Thennn, after school! Had dry shoot.

Went to AMK police station hahaha.

I shoot until fingers pain seh. And cam-whored alot too.

We had full attendance! Therefore, we took a squad peekture (:

Then after dry shoot, went to opposite school maggi shop and ate.

Ohhh, me ate alot (not like someone), I ate like one tom yum noodle,

chips, skittles and more skittles! Lolll.

Talktalktalk, went home around 710 (:

Cabbed home, went online talktalk, bathed, now blogging (:

BYE.

Can I take care of You for the rest of my life?

2009-02-09T21:38:00.001+08:00

I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ANYMORE.

NO, IT'S NOT ANYTHING THAT'S GOT TO DO

WITH SCHOOL BUT I HATE WHAT'S HAPPENING

RIGHT NOW.

2009-02-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING.

WHY MUST IT HAVE TO BE NOW?

WHY? IM NOT USED TO HAVING THE

HOUSE SO QUIET NOW. I WANT MY FUCKING DOG

BACK.

FUCK YOU TO THE PERSON WHO BROKE INTO MY

HOUSE AND FUCK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

YOU JUST HAD TO FUCKING RUIN EVERYTHING

IM NOT IN A FUCKING GOOD MOOD NOW SO YOU

BETTER NOT FUCKING PISS ME OFF THE NEXT FEW DAYS.

2009-02-07T22:06:00.005+08:00

Directions:

Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the numbr of questions you marked. This test is out of 50 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out.

2. [] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails.

3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it.

4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking.

5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were takling.

6. [] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head.

7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush.

8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand.

9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull.

10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push.

Running total: 7

11. [x] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion.

12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else.

13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs.

14. [] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave.

15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair.

16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble.

17. [] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit in it.

18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard.

19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name.

20. [] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot.

Running total: 14

21. [] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on.

22. [x] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle.

23. [x] Have run into a close door.

24. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it.

25. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke.

26. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer.

27. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan.

28. [x] Tripped on a crack in sidewalk

30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock.

Running total: 20

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped on it.

32. [x] Put on a white shrit even thought you already knew it was raining outside.

33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else.

34. [x] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property.

35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even thought you knew it was hot.

36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.

37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in.

38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard.

39. [x] Walked into a pole.

40. [] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someons shoes by accident.

Running total: 29

41. [] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house.

42. [x] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on.

43. [] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even thought you knew it was too small.

44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it.

45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do.

46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it!

47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up.

48. [x] Have poked yourself in your eye.

49. [] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on.

50. [] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair.

Grand Total: 37/50

Oh my gawd -.-

2009-02-05T21:57:00.004+08:00

(: Have you decoded it! I gave the answer alr!

CHEEESEEE!

Especially those small ones :D

Ignore the "It's" Not I write one ah, is Tasmin,

I took the pic.

TKY!

I'm gona get a scolding for this.

Cradits to Gillian~

Seriously got no mood.

This thing is killer.

People getting jealous, this, that.

Why is everyone like that? Why why why?

Why is everyone changing? Why?

Why is everything changing? Why?

Why is everyone staring at me like i owe them a living?

Maybe I did something wrong to some of them but I

definitely did not do anything to that group of people.

I can stop interacting with her if you want me to but overall,

it's still my decision whether I want to or not.

You don't always get what you want, mind you.

Whatever, just save it for someone who gives a damn.

You're being taken away, you're being backstabbed.

She's two-faced, it's either you're using her or she's using you.

Or maybe the friendship between you two is true.

But I don't think it is if you ask me.

It's up to you whether to believe us or her.

We can't do anything given your character.

I don't know why you're like that from out of the blue.

Is there a motive or something?

Or is it cause you think she's cool enough for you and we're not?

What's wrong with you?

It's either her or us. Not anyone else.

Dont _ _ already. I dont know what you see in _, really.

I'm gonna fail my English compo test that I took today for the first time in my life.

What a disappointment. What else can I do? There's nothing I can do.

My brain's dead today. I can't think of what to write today.

When other people were at the third or fourth paragraph, I was still at my

second. Wake up lah Clarissa. *slaps self*

Sayaaang, thanks <3

2009-02-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

SUPERWOMAN!

If you see something thats pink in colour my jeans, its my FBT, mind you.

Please mind your own business. Stop assuming this and that, it wont help.

Stop finding fault. Stop everything you're trying to do. -.-

2009-01-31T19:49:00.003+08:00

Ian Watkins and Sean Smith damning hot!

I think Chace Crawford is damning sexyyy.

Adam Levine tooooooo!

2009-01-31T14:22:00.004+08:00

Loll, it's really fast.

Like, I'm sec 3 already :o

Then graduating next year, tsk.

Talk about graduating = sad laaaaah.

I dont wanna go into the new world. ITE seems so lonely.

I rather retain, hahaha no im kidding :D

Anyway, havent been blogging lately so i'm blogging now!

School's funnnnnnn except for some other damning stuffs.

Andand training yesterday :D Rifle drills!

And they changed the way for dismissal :(

The new dismissal is damn weird :(

is what pengawan pengawan blahblah.

zzzz.

Whatever. I feel sick, and I'm lazy to blogggg.

I'll blog another day hahaha.

BYEEEE.

2009-01-20T22:25:00.004+08:00

B&P :D

Tasmin!

Chinese "Niu" Year banner :D

Lol, camwhored-ed after school with clique w/o samantha.

Awww.

Anyway, GB very poor thing cos when they doing drills

Netball go cut in and do suicides then make GB stop doing

drills. So bad!

Yeah, I must copy another chapter of CPA textbook -.-

Now I must copy 3, alamak. Hand tired alr lah dey.

Kkkk byebye :D

2009-01-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Cause you're out of my league

And I know that it's so cliché

To tell you that everyday

I spend with you is the new best day of my life

And everyone watching us

Just turns away with disgust

This jealously

They can see that we've got it going on

I can not wait for a new improved way

To let you know you're more to me than what I know how to say

You're ok with the way this is going to be

Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

2009-01-18T21:52:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry, please, forgive me now.

I really really miss you ):

I've got no one that I can really trust now except for you.

But you're not here when I needed you the most.

Im sorry. Please don't be like that anymore.

I really want a hug from you now.

Im sorry

Im sorry.

Argh, crying over something that wouldn't happen,

is.. really ridiculous.

Why does it have to happen now when everything

was going great. But this thing just bashed in and ruined everything.

This sucks, really sucks.

2009-01-16T22:04:00.004+08:00

Hahaha, so you think it's fucking funny?

Lying to people all the time, leaving them out?

Think again.

It's NOT funny. NOT.

I've already got so many things on my mind.

I'm not gona bother bout you.

You're just another shithole lying to people

all the time.

Lying won't get you far.

Infact, it'll bring you down if you dint know.

You better stop it, or I'm not gona be nice already.

IT IS NOT FUNNY. SO CAN YOU PLEASE STOP IT?

Lying bout this, lying bout that.

Very funny meh? Come on, I'm being serious here.

Just stay away from me, i dont wana see your face.

I'm not gona blog about school.

Fun during lessons, but other than that, not fun at all.

It seems so.. oh forget it, no one will understand anyway.

2009-01-09T20:11:00.004+08:00

Hi, CCA Fair tomorrow!

I scared kena stage fright.

I scared i make a mistake.

I scared i move too early.

I scared i forget to bring something.

School was fun! I love fridays.

But the time table's gona change =\

Friday's timetable is,

Mother Tongue, English, Break, F&N/D&T and Lifestyle Club!

After Mother Tongue is super fun alr.

And today during English, Mr Tang talked about NS!

Was very funny plus interesting loh.

Yep. Then F&N we cooked some dont know what thing. Fun also!

Then LIFESTYLE CLUB WAS THE MOST FUN ONE!

WE HAD INLINE SKATING HAHA.

Those who knows how to skate and doesnt know were seperated

into two groups. Then I was damn excited hahaha.

Then those who knows how to skate learned the basics first

like turning, stopping and stuffs. Our instructor was damn fun.

Then we played games! Sort of like catching :D

Damndamndamndamn the fun.

Then had house meeting -.- then had CCA

then yep.

Why not give it a last shot?

Maybe it'll be better this time?

Well, I can't force you too, if you dont want.

2009-01-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hi Pikachu, I know you're reading this :D

HEY YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

You're at Vivo now!

You smally, can't fit into any clothes!

Hi! School was great.

Having Ms Gan as Math teacher is good okay,

I understand better :D

After school had cca at 435.

Before that went to wait with Pikachu for her bus + gave her

her present (SHE KEPT BUGGING ME IN SCHOOL YOU KNOW!)

Then after her bus left went to find Tammy, Samantha and Siti then went to change.

I TELL YOU, I PITY MY POOR POOR HANDS.

okay first,

we changed into full uniform, took the rifles and batons

then CIs asked us to change into pe attire/school uniform

cos they needed us to help them with the rope obstacle.

So, the rope obstacle, what we had to do was to pull the rope

like tug-o-war and the rope is super the pain plus tiring hor!

If anyone dares to destroy or untie it, i SWEAR, no cannot swear.

I MAKE SURE that I will track that person down by hook or by crook!

And that person will get some slappings from a lot of people too!

SO YOU, READING THIS POST, YOU BETTER NOT MESS

WITH IT.

OR ELSE.

My hands are seriously damn the PAIN AND RED.

LUCKY NO BLISTERS IF NOT I DONT WANA DO

FANCY DRILL ALREADY.

K bye.

So why don't you take a chance on me.

2009-01-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

Luke Benward! His hair is just super awesome okay.

HI, there's school tomorrow!

I havent started packing my bag yet though. hmm.

Anyway, there's training at 3.

But my class ends at 340, sadded.

So, I went to buy CNY clothes today!

Sadly, I only bought 1 levis skinnies):

And i saw this Design Tshirt Store Graphic shirt,

which looks damn awesome. But it has

all the F's on it. So my mum din allow me to buy

cos wait relatives scold/nag -.-

Well anyway, I dont care, i want that shirt.

But not for CNY (:

Going there again next week. Hahaha,

alright gotta run now, bye!

2009-01-03T12:52:00.002+08:00

AWWW, IM SO TOUCHED
KYMBERLYBOKSHAOEN!
AND I LOVE YOU THE MOST TOO :D

Even if I love her that much, she still sabo-ed me
to do quizzes ):

1. Are you one of the most popular students in school?
` NAH
2. Do you think you got the looks?
` LOL OMG NO.
3. When was the last time you went out with your buddies?
` Err, can't remember eh.
4. How many times in a week do you go out?
` Erm, everyday, cos i go to school!
5. Do you like to be alone?
` Maybe sometimes.
6. Do you intend to be famous in the future?
` MAYBE LOL.
7. Do you have the courage to stand infront of an audience and show them your talent?
` Maybe, if i can find out what's my talent xD
8. Would you rather go to a midnight party or go to a dinner with your bestfriends?
` Midnight party heheheh.
9. What's your embarrassing moment?
` LOL, why should i tell you.
10. What's the best moments of your life?
` Those that ain't saddening.
11. Tag 5 people to do this quiz
- Tasmin
- Pikachuuu
- Evan
- Toeknee
- Wenyuan!

1. List out 3 friends you can think of now.
- Kymberly - Pikachuu - Tasmin
2. Why are you thinking of them right now?
- Cause I'm thinking of them la.
3. Are they your best friends?
Hahahaha, no doubt bout that!
4. What do you like about them?
Their blur-ness and their clumsy-ness LOL.
5. Have they been a great friend to you?
Yeahhhhh, alot :D
6. Now lets stop talking about them and tell me whats on your mind right now?
Thinking of someone and my nasi lemak.
7. Are you happy/sad/annoyed/uncomfortable/excited about whats on your mind right now?
Sad and annoyed.
8. What do you wish for to happen right now?
Hahah, only a few people knows.
9. Who did you talk to on the phone and when was it?
My mum, about 15 mins ago.
10. Who was the last to text you a message?
Joanne hahaha.
11. Do you feel stuck at home now?
Nah, no where to go, i cant wait for school!
12. Do you like to do quizzes?
Only when im not lazy and when i can copy-paste it! But this is special!
13. Why do you like to do them?
I got say i like meh -.-
14. When do you want to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
What kind of question is that!
15. When do you want to get married?
When I want to get married!
16. How many kids would you like to have?
2, one girl one boy =P
17. Would you like to live in a house of your own with you husband and children?
Maybe...
18. Do you think this quiz is asking about your future?
Yeah.
19. Are all what you said earlier were true?
Yep!
20. What song can you think of right now?
Murder in the make believe ballroom!
21. Do you listen to the radio?
Yeahhh!
22. What do you hate most in this world?
Lotsa stuffs.
23. List out 7 names.
Tasmin, Pikachu, Kymberly, Joanne, Esmer, Evan, Adelia.
24. Randomly pick a number from 1-7 w/o looking at this screen.
3! My lucky number!
25. What is his/her name?
Kymberly Bok Shao En :D
26. Do you like him/her as your friend?
Hahahaha of course!
27. Why? She's my
Bestfriend<3
28. Pass this quiz to 8 friends.
Whoever who wants to do this.

2009-01-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

Follow Your <3.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TOTALLY ROCKED SHIT MAN!
PIKACHUUU AND EVAN TOTALLY MADE ME GO HIGH OKAY,
ON MSN. LOL. I LIKE CHUUU TOO! <3>
K THE BAD STUFFS ABOUT SCHOOL IS THAT
MY FREAKING CLASSROOM IS ON THE FREAKING SECOND FLOOR.
AND MY CLASS FEELS DAMN OUT WHEN THE WHOLE SECOND FLOOR
IF THE EBENEZER BLOCK IS TOTALLY SEC FOURS AND WE'RE LIKE
THE ONLY SEC THREE CLASS ON THE SECOND FLOOR.
AND ALL THE OTHER SEC THERE CLASSES ARE ON THE
THIRD AND FOURTH FLOOR.
DAMN SHIT OKAY. THEN THAT STUPID _ _ _ TOOK
THE THIRD FLOOR CLASSROOM WHICH WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSED
TO BE MY CLASSROOM. SO SHIT CAN.
SORRY, IM NOT REALLY ANGRY IM SEMI ANGRY,
IM USING CAPS COS IM HIGH.

THE GOOD THING IS THAT I'VE GOT A NEW BESTF
AND OUR INDEX NUMBERS ARE THE SAME.
THEN THEN THEN. OKAY NOTHING ALREADY.
AFTER SCHOOL HAD CCA THEN WENT MAGGI SHOP TO EAT
THEN WENT HOME. K BYE.
CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY HAHAHAHA.

I LIKE CHUUU! LOL

2009-01-01T22:50:00.001+08:00

HI SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW, LIKE OMG HAHAHAHA.
K HIGH NOW SORRY.
IM GONA SLEEP AND WAKE UP IN ABOUT 7 HOURS TIME
TO GET READY FOR SCHOOL. LOL
BYE. SEE YOU PEOPLE IN SCHOOL!

2009-01-01T02:13:00.001+08:00

HI HAPPY NEW YEAR, SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW.
HAHAHAHAH OMG HAHAHAHHA!

2008-12-31T02:18:00.004+08:00

Hi, went to watch Yes Man with WenYuan, Adelia, Tammy, Pearlyn,
Kenji and Nelson. Damn funny okay.
AND YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
JIEJIE, WE WENT OUT :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Okay, I'm lazy to blog too.
We took neoprints hahahaha.

We din put eyeliner or whatsoever if you are wondering!

2008-12-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

I seriously.. dont know what to say.
SERAAAAAAAAAAA ):

Anyway, I kena pwn by the small little pikachuuu!
Nehmind, gona slap her 10 times when school reopens anyway.
Thanks Adelia for making me high high :D

2008-12-29T01:18:00.004+08:00

Hahaha, so you think you very big also lah?
They bigger than you what, no meh?
You tell me lah, did they have the rights to punish you guys?
Yes, they did.
First things first, we did not laugh at yaw.
Get your facts right first please.
That's a total misunderstanding, we din even
dared to look at you guys when you all were getting punished.
Oh you're very the contradicting you know?
OH what were you saying? So much of respecting the person
that's of higher rank? Well, look who's talking here.
Come on, practise what you preach man.
They din scold us cos like erm hello, we din do anything wrong?

And if everyone hates you guys, then you guys should really
start behaving like good role models to show us that you guys
deserve our respect.
Seriously, start behaving like good role models, cos currently,
you guys ain't that good.
Look, we're not self praising here.
And, we din say that our drills were good,
once again, get your facts right first before you speak.
And seriously, don't drag the sec2s into it.
It's just between us, and you guys.
And come on, show us what's hell like, cos we're realllly interested.
So let's see who goes to hell first yaw.

Ohyeah I dare you to hit our heads with your batons then.
Actions speak louder than words. Don't say what you don't dare to do.

Bye.

2008-12-27T02:24:00.003+08:00

HICCUPS ARE HORRIBLE TERRIBLE VEGETABLE!
Yesterday was a siansian day.
I keep finding people to sms!
At first sms that stupig claire then i think
she fell asleep or something loh!
Pig jiu shi pig.

Went Compass Point yesterday, saw Cleopatra lol~
So qiao.
K before that went to buy the stupid Step Ahead 3A text book-.-
Like wth, Normal tech how many people nia.
Then so few books. STUPID.
Then bought lots of marker and pen hahahahah.
Eh. not really alot though. O.O
O.O = biantai face - Claire.L
siao one eh she =.=
K nothing else already!
BYEBYEBYE.
OHOH I PACKED MY ROOM ^^v
I kept sneezing thanks to my sensitive nose.

2008-12-25T00:38:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
4 people = 72 poppers finished in less than 5 mins.
NEW RECORD.
Throwing sparklers onto trees = FUN!

Anyway, the party was fun fun fun :D
But they didn't wana ton cos adelia couldn't ton ):
ADELIAAAA, I WANT THE PHOTOS.
AND NOT TO MENTION ADELIA AND I SAW A MAN PISSING
AT THE VOID DECK, HOW SHITGROSS IS THAT.
Thanks for the presents too everyone :D
I'm getting more tomorrow! MUAHAHA.

I'll give presents late ): VERY LATE.
But at least i gave xD.
And I think God is awesome, marvellous, fabulous.

SEVEN MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL STARTS ZOMG!
Bye.

2008-12-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

Just tell us what we did wrong.
What do you mean by "cause I never thought that the very people I enjoy spending so much time with are like that" ?
Tell us, what we did wrong and everything's settled.
And we'll be back at where we were.
The crazy us.
The times where we would go to our hang-out place.
The times where we would bitch about people.
The times where we would laugh like hell together.
The times where we would go out together.
The times where we would conference on the phone for hours.
The times where we would just have fun together.
Yes, I admit, I miss those times.
And yes, we do, really miss you.
Hand on heart.

2008-12-23T23:08:00.005+08:00

SOPHIA CHENG IS A CRAZY PLUS RETARDED PERSON.
DONT MAKE FRIENDS WITH HER. LOLLL.
CRAZY ONE.

After training Tammy and Samantha came to my house and left at
7 plus. Tammy as usual play PS3 and Samantha I dont know what she was
doing. Either watching TV with my mum in the room or playing Maple.
Played 6 songs with Tammy then I fell asleep then she played alone hahaha.
Then they left at 7 haha.
After training, after keeping the logistics, went back to the hall cos
Mrs Goh brought cookies for us to eat, then like got super alot.
Then like omg, once we went up, Lin Dian ma'am and Farida ma'am
immediately asked us to eat the cookies, cos must finish.
Then like Tammy Siti and I ate super alot then cant eat already but
we still got forced to eat. Then we really cannot eat already
Lin Dian ma'am took the cookies ask the sec 4s to eat also cos they never
really ate. Then she was chasing them around the hall, then they quickly
took their bags and ran down the stairs. Then only left us sec 3s, then she
started chasing us also. Damn funny.

K anyway, today's training was shit.
And I think i'm gona miss Jasmine ma'am and Cherina ma'am
Hahaha, i also dont know why, they said they're not coming
back anymore then i was like, "aww man" in my heart luh.
Sianz.
Anyway, again, today's training was like shit.
shit shit shit.
One word can explain today's training and yeah you guessed it.
Shit.

And, I think it was a STUPID decision to do the it on our own.
It's like, they're more experienced. K nvm shall not blog about it here.
Bye. Extra training next monday.
X'mas party at my house tomorrow too.
Can't wait.

2008-12-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

DAMN YOU.
What'd we do wrong now?
Huh? We were trying to convince you to go
so that you could comment on us, like what
we did wrong and stuffs.
Now you fucking hell blame us?
I dont fucking care if you're fucking reading this
or not.
YES, we did have great times together,
and we still can have those times right?
And this time, we din even do anything wrong.
C'mon tell us, WHAT did WE do wrong?
Huhhuhhuh.
Ohyah, what suck up? Did we even suck up
to anyone? (sorry if i get this part wrong)
Just be honest we won't bite.

2008-12-18T00:10:00.003+08:00

Wahhhh, yesterday's training was like... FUN MAN.
But... TIRING and PAINFUL okay!
Gona talk bout fancy drills only heh xD
Yeah, so at like 1, we went for a half and hour lunch break.
So halfway eating, Samantha said she needed to shit.
Then Tammy was like doing the "mmmm, mmm" sound,
to make Samantha try to shit in her trackpants LOL?
Then Siti said she needed to pee, then I started making the
"shhhh, shhh" sound. HAHAHAH, damn funny.
Ohyeah, so after eating, Samantha was i think playing with the cat
back at the mama shop. Then Siti, Tammy and I quickly walked
to somewhere to hide to scare Samantha.
So when Samantha was like already walking to the place where
Tammy was hiding, Tammy "BOO" her then they both fell.
OMG, THE WAY THEY FELL WAS DAMN UNGLAM OKAY.
We couldn't stop laughing till we reached school.
I bet if i bring it up tomorrow we'll start laughing like ~~~~
tomorrow LOL.

Okay FANCY DRILL ROCKS MAN.
Okay, so we went to the hall to practise ourselves
cos the CIs asked us to practise first since we
had nothing to do. So we went up, at first
took the baton did the "kok kok" move.
And hormat polis hormat then after awhile we
got bored, so we took the RIFLE WOOOHOO.
Yeap. Then practised, sec 4s came in to practise also.
Then practise somemore, CIs came in.
Then Jasmine ma'am came to teach us how to flip
the rifles. I tell you ah, can just die, keep laughing like ~~~~.
Sososo, we learned the horizontol flip and vertical flip.
The vertical flip uh. Alamak, the rifle like a lil too long for me uh,
I flip then keep hitting my armpit LOL.
Then the Cherina ma'am and Jasmine ma'am were like laughing ):
So tsk, and painful duh.
Now my right shoulder kinda stiff and it kinda hurts LOL.

Kkk, i should sleep now.
^ I always say that but end up
sleeping 1 or 2 hours later -.-
BYEBYE.
OHOH THERE'S TRAINING TOMORROW TOO :D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-12-17T01:30:00.003+08:00

OHYA, I had a great time yesterday with Adelia, her nephew and Kenji :D
and, im gonna sleep soon.
Wenyuan jiejie's gona kill me if
I dont sleep at 1.30am
cos i'm having training at 9am - 4pm
and im waking up in 4 and a half hours time.
i say 1.35 i go, she say NO!
awww man.

nightz peeps<3
Happy birthday Tony and Alena!

2008-12-17T00:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ALENA!<3
LIVE LONG LONG OH! HAHA =P
And thanks for everything xDDDDD
HAPPY BIRD DAY TO ALENAAAAAA,
HAPPY BIRD DAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU!
(applause) :D

CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3>
HAHAHAH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH. you thought i forgot right
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3>
LOL
TONY says:
na buey
TONY says:
ya la
TONY says:
idiot!
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3>
HAHAHAHAH
TONY says:
i wondering u purposely one or what
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3>
LOL
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3>
gona post on blogHAHAHAH
TONY says:
hi
TONY says:
you are now reading clarissa's blog
TONY says:
she is an idiot1

HAHAHAHA
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ALSO LAH TOEKNEE!<3
HAHAHA, you really thought i forgotten!
HAPPY BURFDEYYYYYY TONYYYYY HAWK!
(applause):D:D:D

2008-12-16T00:35:00.001+08:00

Omg, had CCA Fair Preparation yesterday.
Super WOOOOOOOOOOO i tell you.
They said they needed 5 cadets to join in the
fancy drill team. Then we had a selection after
a few marching, this that.
Tammy, Samantha, Siti, Ayu and me
got in.
BEST PART IS THAT WE CAN LEARN
BATON PLUS RIFLE DRILLS. MY HEART
JUST MELTED WHEN I HEARD THEM SAY THAT.
AHHHHHHHHH!

Okay, so, new drills learnt today.

Rifle:

Senang diri
Sedia
Rusof senja ta (one check one)
Hormat senja ta (one check one check one)

Baton:

Senang diri
Sedia
Hormat polis hormat (one check one check one)

WOOHOO~ Still learning still learning!!
HAHAHA. K, sorry. High liaoz.

Anyway, going out later with Adelia, Kenji and maybe Tammy to
Changi Airpork T3 ^^v!

2008-12-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

aloy - moon over the castle says:
i put sunnysideup egg with bacon and make into burger
aloy - moon over the castle says:
i bite the burger the yolk shoot out from my burger
aloy - moon over the castle says:
kena the whole floor yolk (woo)

two words. Like eeww~

aloy - moon over the castle says:
i feel like going www now lol
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
LOL
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
i feel like
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
the wave
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
tsunami
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
still pushing me
aloy - moon over the castle says:
same
aloy - moon over the castle says:
LOL
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
LOL
aloy - moon over the castle says:
nice mah
aloy - moon over the castle says:
i like the spraying part (shy)
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
spraying?
aloy - moon over the castle says:
spraying water at you all lah
aloy - moon over the castle says:
<_<
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
splashing you mean
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
LOL
aloy - moon over the castle says:
oh
aloy - moon over the castle says:
LOL
aloy - moon over the castle says:
sorry use wrong word
aloy - moon over the castle says:
LOL
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
LOL
aloy - moon over the castle says:
cannot blame me, i old liao.
CLARISSAAAAAAAAAA<3 says:
HAHAH

Hahahaha, old liao old liao old liao ^^v

2008-12-06T23:15:00.003+08:00

My whole face is aching T.T
Screw you damn sunburns hahaha.

YAY! So, went to Wild wild wet with bro, ahloy, guin, dallen, henry and kerni.
Uh Wilson and Janice couldn't make it i guess? o.o
So yeah, met them at like.. 8plus at the Sengkang that Vary Nice
kopitiam. Sadly, it wasn't very nice x_x
It's got freaking lots of flies too! when i saw the flies before sitting
down, i was like what the ~~~~.
Anyway went to WWW at 9plus?
Then you know, typical Singkapourrians, they were like waiting
for WWW to open, then they started queueing( i have no idea how to spell that)
up. Hahahaha. Then yeah then stopped at 12 or 1 plus for brunch.
And that was when Dallen lost his pants. Hahaha, when we went in www,
went to change, he forgot to keep lol.
Then he went to the lost and found loh. yep.

Then after eating, went back to play again~
Played till 5 plus, bus-ed to Hougang Interchange
and walked home, Dallen, guin and ahloy came to play guitar hero.
Dont know what time they left though, cos i went to sleep.
Eh.. nothing else le.
Oh i ate chicken wings for dinner, it's super duper wuper fabulously
awesomelously(o.o) nice!

Dammit, my face is itching to be scratched by my beloved long
long nails that's gonna be screwed up on 15 dex ):
AND MY BLISTER HURTS HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW!
YOU! READING THIS POST! YOUR FAULT LAH, NOW MY
BLISTER SO PAIN. hmph. >=(
Lol k, that was random.
Bye.

2008-12-04T23:43:00.004+08:00

Oh William, William, I'm coming back next year
just for you! :D

TV!

Look inside the lens :D

If my tan was like that, then it'd be great!

Ian helped me edit this photos with some software :D
Thanksssss :D

Today, nothing much, dint go anywhere today, stayed at
home and sms + talk on the phone, sleep, eat and used com.
Really. That's what i did for the whole day. Most of the day was
spent sms-ing -.- wooooo, it's so good to have unlimited sms :D
Like, duh -.-

2008-12-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

I like this song (:

2008-12-03T22:27:00.005+08:00

woohoo~ I just finished eating my chicken and chili crab~ (kenji, I know you're jealous)
And I watched America's Got Talent III just now!
Like, OMG, the little 4 year old girl got through k.
That's why ah, don't underestimate little girls like her,
and me also! don't think i dont dare to slap those who looks
at my msn pm ah! I *PIAK* you straight away I tell you.

Anyway.. I went for Chingay trng yesterday,
I'm not confirm in yet anyway. I must know how to,
walk, run and jump by SUNDAY. Ahhh.
Sure cannot one -.- I only know how to walk can.
Anyway, it was fun luh yesterday. ^^v
Even if i dont get in then at least i got to experience
how Chingay trngs are like (((((((((:
After that went to Eunos the MRT station there,
got one sushi shop, went to eat there.
Went with um.. Tammy, Lydia, Adelia, 1 more girl i forgot what's her name,
Ian, Kenji, Ong. Hahaha cant remember.
Anyway, yeah. -.-
PS, wenyuan was sick ytd and she still went for trng lol.
After trng she went to see doc. Then he said her temperature was 39.0
Woahhhhhhhh, she message me saying that I also PENGZ already eh.
She took a jab hahahahha. I bet she was squirming non stop.

Went to Tammy's house today. was supposed to go at 12.
So I set my alarm at 10am, when it rang, I snoozed it.
rang again, snoozed it again, rang again i snoozed it again.
Then snooze snooze snooze until cannot take it, snoozed until like 1045?
Then i told tammy 130 then go her house. Then I set alarm at 11 -.-
HAHAHA, then i snoozed until 1230+ then quickly got up and bathe.
Then when i reached, me and tammy went down to train power riser.
-.- Then got this bunch of guys, about 4/5 of them,
they went to ask for Tammy's numbah.
That guy who asked was damn ugly I tell you.
Then after like a few hours, THEY CAME BACK AGAIN,
asked me for my numbah, that guy who asked me damn act cute okay.
Then i say no, then he still keep asking, say no again, keep asking,
so i just ignored them then they went away, phew.
Then when tammy was dismounting, she saw them upstairs the block
opposite hers. Then they shouted "XIAOJIE" -.- wth. lame~
Then i think they knew we saw them, they quickly ran down the stairs to the lift.
Then we thought they were like coming to find us incase we went away, but NAAAH
HAHAHAH.
K whatever, then samantha came.
THIS PART IS DAMN PISSING I TELL YOU.
About 6plus, went home cos tammy had to send her cousin to PP
for tuition. So Samantha and me went home loh.
AND DAMNIT SIAH. We took 25, alighted at dont know where,
we waited for that DAMN 87 FOR LIKE ABOUT 35MINS!
SIT THERE LIKE SOME ASSHOLE LIKE THAT.
Then we decided to walk to the next bus stop, for fun -.-
THEN WE WAITED LIKE ABOUT 10MINS.
SO WE WALKED TO THE NEXT STOP AGAIN.
Wahlao eh, THEN STILL HAVENT COME EH.
( okay, not never come, is just that its during peak hour and the damn bus
is like !@$!@#$@# full until the people on the rear end could just fall off when the door
opens. )
So, in the end, Samantha took 45, then i took a cab, cos i only can take 87 home
and that damn bus is always full!
SO ALTOGETHER WE WAITED FOR LIKE AN HOUR?!@$
From daylight, to sunset, like CMON MAN. SO LITTLE BUS ONE.
GO BUILD TRIPLE DECKER LAAAAAAAAAH! -.- Hahahaha, anyway.
PS, wont you get pissed after waiting about an hour for a damn bloody
bus? Screw SBS Transit LOL.
Went home, sms-ed Ian ( he's out cycling now )
KKK. I'll stop ranting here.

PS, Wenyuan jiejie's going HongKong on .. next monday O:
You better buy something back for this meimei of yours >=(
Edited @ 1245am, I SLAPPED KENJI, HE'S SLOW.
BYE

2008-12-01T18:27:00.004+08:00

So, someone said I neh blog, so i'm blogging now!
Currently talking to Nelson the SMALL BOY, Wenyuan JIEJIE.

Hahaha, Nelson ah Nelson, tsktsktsk.
And Wenyuan jiejie says that she has a passion for blogging x_x
like seriously, she blogs like dont know how many 12423534 times a day xD
FYI: I call her jiejie cause she's older than me by month. But too bad she's
still 14, the same age as me ^^v
Yep. And she says I'm wearing lime green panty which is not true.
Kymberly and Amanda ganging up on me to do the crush thingy man.
Too bad, I wont fall for it =x
Just now went for dinner with second bro.
Hahaha damn early eh.
kkk nothing to blog already.
Going www on Saturday with my bro, Henry, Aloy, Guin, Darren, Wilson, Janice and Keni
^^v YAY. And I needa cut my nails before 15Dec ): cos got training
HAIZHAIZHAIZ. Goodbye my beloved nails T.T

2008-11-30T17:10:00.002+08:00

Fuck you.
I hate YOU and your new girlf.
Do you even realise that it's her that's making
you stay away from home?
I dont care if you see this, I dont care if you ignore me.
Remember those times where almost every weekend,
we would go out together. where we would stay at home
and play games and stuffs?
Yes, I admit, i miss those times.
Now I dont think I'll ever have it ever again.
Whats more, your dog. You would play with him every
time you come back from work. Now? YOU DONT EVEN
FREAKING BOTHER.
What's wrong with you luh, hypnotized by your girlf?
Possibly. Maybe. Or maybe she brainwashed you to think that
you never even had this family at all _l_
Yes, you have the right to choose your girlf, but she's definitely
not the right one for you.
Granddad was right, Sabrina was muchmuchmuch more better
than your current girlf. I loved Sabrina so much, you know that?
And in the end I dont know why you broke off with her.
At least Sabrina comes to our house have dinner and stuffs.
She even bought me a PPG towel. You dated her for 3 years,
why'd you break up with her? You suck.
I talked to Sabrina on the phone almost 3days a week.
I was so closed to her and thought that finally you made a right choice
to get her as your girlf.
Now your current girlf, slept over yesterday, use my pillow,
still OKAY. BUT FUCK YOU LAH, LET HER USE THE TOWEL SABRINA
GAVE ME FOR WHAT. USE OTHER TOWEL STILL OKAY LAH.
BUT WHY GO AND USE THE TOWEL THAT SOMEONE GAVE TO ME? SOMEONE
THAT I LOVED SO MUCH. _l_

2008-11-29T01:49:00.002+08:00

And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again.

Dammit. Shouldn't have even put this ____
as one of my ____.
_|_ what a bloody ___ i was.
But the biggest regret of my LIFE,
was losing you. ):

Anyway.. I'm going to stay at Hilton Hotel tomorrow for 1 night.
Hahaha so pathetic. It's free cos my mum did dont know what for
them. So just go loh, better than staying at home.

I've got a feeling... that something bad's
gonna happen..
I'm really down now anywayz.
what if i said that my mum told me we're migrating to ..

2008-11-28T13:40:00.005+08:00

Click HERE to see if you and your crush match.
MY MUM IS GONNA BUY GUITAR HERO: WORLD TOUR TODAY!
OMGSZXCZSXCZSXCAZSCASCD~#!@%$

Roarrr! Went to Lydia's chalet yesterday.
Met Esmer and Belinda first then took 89
from Hougang Interchange to Downtown :D
Reached Downtown, went to Escape cause
Lydia was there with 3 other Chingay friends
which was, Wenyuan, YiRong and Sherry.
Soo... yeah, after escape, went to Subway for brunch.
After that, Lydia gave us the chalet key, Esmer and Belinda
and I went back first to do something.
Yep. Then after that, Lydia, Wenyuan, YiRong, Sherry went
to find Shai. Then the 5 of them came back to the chalet together.
After that, started the fire.
Then Lydia, Esmer, Belinda and I went to Escape again :D
Then after Escape went back to the chalet cause Kenji and Nelson
was there already.
When we reached the chalet, the fire was gone -.-

So, at night. Everyone reached already. The peeps who went were..
Esmer, Belinda, Vivian, Tasmin, Glenda, Lydia, Me, WenYuan, YiRong, Sherry, Kenji, Nelson, Shai, Max, Ian and Jireh. 10 girls and 6 boys. HAhaha.
Then went to get more drinks with Jireh, Lydia, WenYuan.
Jireh went to pay first, then when we were done paying,
he finished his milk already x_x
Went back, everyone went to watch Dont Forget The Lyrics!
And they were like making alot of noise, especially Shai HAHA.
Then, I drank 2 cups of Vodka. After drinking, went to lie down on WenYuan
then she suddenly say my face damn red and she said I stink of alcohol LOL -.-
Oh, sorry we went to buy drinks halfway through Dont Forget the Lyrics.
Then yep.
Went to play with Ian's dog at the park with Lydia WenYuan Sherry YiRong and Ian.
Hahaha, tell you ah, WenYuan is damn fun to play with.
Oh, Ian's dog is damn big. If it stands up, it's almost the same height as me -.-
THAT DOESNT MEAN IM SHORT BODOH.

So went back, YiRong left. Then ate, then they watched 4bia. Then Shai,
Sherry, WenYuan, Ian and Max were outside playing cards.
Then I got bored awhile after watching 4bia so i went out to join them -.-
Then Ian taught me how to play daidi BUT i'm still clueless LOL.
Then after that, about 11plus, I went home with Tasmin and Belinda.
Cabbed home with Tasmin, I dropped first ^^v
Was sms-ing Sherry in the cab, she damn blur sotong.
Reached home, bathe, sms WenYuan then went to sleep at 1 plus.

Shai - Damn good at playing guitar, and very noisy HAHA.
Kenji - Lame -.-
Nelson - LAME ALSO
Ian - Fatherly LOL?
Max - ? I never talk to him lol.
Jireh - MOTOMOTO! ITS SO GOOD YOU HAVE TO SAY IT TWICE!
Sherry - Blur blur one
YiRong - Drama
WenYuan - Very fun to play with HAHA.

Woke up, checked my phone, WOAH about 5 missed calls from various
peeps and 6 messages LOL. Messaged WenYuan and she was in school,
she say she wants to sleep HAHAH. Then later she got Chingay.
Then 2plus, Trisha and Siti came my house to play Rock Band hahaha.
Then they left awhile later. ^^V
kkk bye.
Ps, WenYuan damn funny also, she's older than me by month, so she ask
me to call her JIEJIE LOLLL.

2008-11-27T02:12:00.001+08:00

Hi. It's 2:12am now,
I just finished play Rock Band on PS3!
I've got a feeling I will kena scolding when
SOMEONE sees this. Heheee.
Byebye!

2008-11-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

Got tagged by Toe Knee -.-
TAG ATTACK AH!

Tag #1

5 things found in my bag.
- uhm.. my bag rotten le.
5 things found in my wallet.
- Cash, Letter, Movie tickets, Sentosa card, Popular card.
5 things found in my room.
- Bed, computer, toys, table, wardrobe.

5 things I've always wanted to do.
- Get license, become 21, go clubbing, travel around th world, no more.

List out the 4 presents u wish for.
- Go back in time, get a license, guitar hero: world tour, no more, I not so greedy.

The person who tagged you was...
- Tall, everytime disiao me, his pinky's swollen!

The 5 impressions of the most memorable thing she/he has done to you:
1. Cheered me up
2. Everytime disiao me( it's memorable!)
3. Tagged me to three quiz T.T
4. tag me
5. and keep tagging me

If she/he becomes your lover
- HAHAHA.

If she/he becomes your enemy
- Never will happen.

Tag #2

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Slap, kick, punch, push, make him die.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Go back in time?

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Toeknee lah, keep disiao /red

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Donate to charity, too much money liao. Or i throw money into rubbish chute, let the workers take(really they very poorthing)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Nah

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone. But then again, both.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- As long as I want to.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Nothing.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- I stage fright.

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
- Maybe? If I'm still in contact?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- White hair..

12. What's your fear?
- Erm... Nothing really.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Stupid hmph.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Married but poor.

What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- Open my eyes. Or rather, check my phone.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- If I'm in one.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Either one.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Maybe... not.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- Both.

Tag #3

1.What's your most favourite colour?
- LIME GREEN, black, white, orange, yellow.

2. Who is the most important to you?
- Dont know.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- Not really often -.-

4. Ever wish you can be born in a different country?
- Yea

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- After a sunny rain, yeah.

What is your goal for this year?
- The year's already ending. Next year? Do well for EOYs loh.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Uhm.. quite.

9. The first person who comes into your mind now.
- _ _ _ _ _ _ ):

10. What are you really afraid of?
- .... NOTHINGMUCH.

11. What is your bad habit?
- ECU ( Excessive Computer Usage)

12. Do u have a secret crush?
- Loll. I guess so, only 3 people knows.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Yep.

14. What does flying means to you?
- Aeroplane.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- FOOD. I'm hungry ):

16. Are you single/relationship?
- Single.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- He is tall tall and skinny skinny.

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
- Laugh? o.o

19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
- Die.

20. What you wish to do for this few years?
- To go smoooothly.

I wanna tag :

Glynnis
Tasmin
BF
Evan
Claire.L

( I doubt they'll do it anyway! )

2008-11-26T23:12:00.005+08:00

Looks like I'm the shortest once again T.T

Ehhh, big news.
I think I got tape worm inside my body!
Just now eat Mega Mac then now still
hungry. Yay! I can die faster.
Then I don't need to see the whole lot of you!
Pharkers _|_
Only know how to pharking irritate people.
Whats wrong with you people luh.
Nothing better to do is it? GO STUDY LAH.
OR BETTER STILL, GND!
Why can't the WHOLE LOT OF YOU JUST
FREAKING SHUT UP? Maybe I'll quit.
Or MAYBE I wont. To prove to you guys that
the best has yet to come.

I think I'm going insane -.-
Do remember to come to my funeral
and buy me lots of flowers (:

2008-11-26T13:18:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, I really love my new blogsong :D:D:D
Anyway, I went to sleep at I think 1240+ yesterday.
But i couldn't sleep. I dont know why.
I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking.
Still bothered by the fact that we weren't gonna
talk to each other like we used to before.
I wonder what made you stop talking to me
like before.
So.. I finally fell asleep after about 1 1/2 hours.
Woke up at around 11, mum bought me bee hoon :D
Anyway, nothing much to say now.
It's like 1:22pm ._. and im blogging,
like... what the bleah?

2008-11-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

and when you finally get what you've always wanted,
suddenly it stops being important all together.
what if i'm like that with you too?
and then one day you're going to say
you love me and i'm going to walk away
like it didn't matter.

2008-11-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

kk. Nothing much today.
Stayed at home cause my mum was home too.
Supposed to go to school and play Volleyball and bball
with belinda they all but i knew that my mum
wouldn't let the dog out of it's cage -.-
Anyway, going to Lydia's chalet on Thursday
with mix clique (Belinda, Vivian, Tasmin, Esmer).
Amirah not going, Wenxuan got mumbo meeting, Glenda? I not sure.
Her chalet actually starts tomorrow but some can't make it lo.
So all going on the second day for bbq, wildwildwet and escape.
But not staying over. Loll.
Oh, I think Tammy should be going too cause she's not
going to Malaysia already hahaha.

Don't go, will you?

2008-11-24T17:51:00.002+08:00

I love this new blogsong (:

I wonder what I've done wrong again.
You just.. suddenly stopped talking to me,
maybe i'm just thinking too much..
But I dont wish to stop talking to you..
It wasn't long before you became my friend
again. Now, you're going away, again..
Nooo, I dont want you to go away.
As much as i wish for you to stay,
it's still your decision anyway.
well, there's just one thing i don't get.
Why're you going away? Again.

Just too much too lose.